Well I have been tossing this idea around in my head for a couple months now ... to post or not to post that is the question!!! Well ... I've decided to post. For the others like me who have gone through this, for the ones who will, and for my own healing. I think I'm ready to share and get it out in the open, so here goes.
At the beginning of November we found out we were pregnant with our 3rd baby!! Ahhh I was SO EXCITED. After I found out I was pregnant, I ran upstairs, took a shower to just thank God for this baby. I was so happy. I had been worried that we would never have a 3rd and that had been weighing on my heart so much. For some reason I kept feeling like I wouldn't keep this pregnancy ... I didn't give it any weight and continued being happy. Like any normal person would.
We had decided not to tell anyone this time, because this would be our FIRST baby that I get to tell my family in PERSON that I'm pregnant. See shortly after we got married 6 years ago, we moved to Massachusetts and that is where our 2 sons were born. So I was extra excited that I my last pregnancy would be here with my family.
We did tell one or two close friends. Well I did because I get SO EXCITED for these things, and couldn't hold it in. So back in November Bethany Skinner (a dear friend) took some family pictures which I have posted on FaceBook. I did not however post some special ones, we were going to share them after we told my family about the pregnancy.
Well let me share some more information, also in November we bought our first home. So great. But the first day when we were moving in I started to feel like I was having a miscarriage. Then many days later it was confirmed by my doctor. I was devastated and heart broken. It made moving into our first home much harder having to go through the pain of the process.
Since then I've prayed a lot and really cuddled up with God. I'm feeling much better now and the hope of a 3rd still lingers in my heart. I do not know if we will ever try again for one. But ... ya never know ;o) Here are the pictures that bring a tear to my eye.
- Lacy Fontaine Photography
- Redding, California, United States
- Hey there!! I am Lacy Fontaine and I am a photographer! :o) I have an amazing husband that supports me in every way. I have three loud, fun, crazy, little boys that I love more and more every day. I've grown up all over California but I've lived in Redding Ca the longest. I love to laugh and have a good time with my family and friends. I am all about trying new things and going on adventures!! I LOVE TRAVELING! I got to go to Norway recently and oh my gosh it changed my life! I didn't want to come home!! I tend to laugh at random jokes that probably shouldn't be laughed at. I try to keep it real, I'm not into fake people. I enjoy chatting over a yummy cup of coffee any day of the week!! Once someone is my friend they are my friend for life. To me pictures are an extension of who you are, and the moments we are living in. I try to capture that and let it shine through the photo. Photographs help us remember what the important things are in life. I'd love to photograph your special day or family! EMAIL: LACY@LACYFONTAINEPHOTOGRAPHY.COM WEB SITE: WWW.LACYFONTAINEPHOTOGRAPHY.COM